Matthew 20:1-16
“Do not compare” - that is what Fr. John Chambers, S.J., used to teach us in the Ateneo High School Department. If we compare ourselves to others, we might end up bloated with pride thinking of ourselves as “mas bueno compara na otro” or being jealous because we think others have more than us.
If our mentality is limited to “wages” and being paid, the
computation is only based on the amount and effort we exerted. This mentality
will always be based on merit. But God’s yardstick is different. It is based on
His magnanimous love and generosity. Jesus taught us about God’s boundless
grace and providence. We do not deserve what we have because ALL is grace after
all.
Sitting on the same chapel at the Church of the Sacred Heart, I
recall how I struggled in my early days as a classroom teacher and moderator
wanting to give-up in 1990. I recall with gratitude how God saved me and I
prevailed on to teach more than 10 years. His generosity led me to where I am
today, tasked to shepherd Zamboanga City in this global pandemic. It not
because of what I have earned, but it is about God’s invitation and my
willingness to answer the call to work in God’s vineyard.
Similarly, Fr. Francis Alvarez, S.J., differentiates the attitude of
a daily wage earner, a job order, who is dependent to earn daily. The attitude
of gratitude vs. entitlement. Having the latter attitude is dangerous and
discouraging and we can never be satisfied.
I have to check on myself to rely on God and not on what I think I
should have. It also calls to mind of “complaints” I get from people undergoing
quarantine and getting free board and lodging in hotels courtesy of the local
government.
I had someone complaining why the other person could go home already
when they arrived at the same period. And another situation where a relative
was demanding how come their “pariente” is still in quarantine after 14 days.
Questioning, belittling the frontline staff as having “little knowledge” in
holding their relative in quarantine.
The demand and sense of entitlement made us fail to notice that
these are gifts instead, that we need to be grateful for the protection against
Covid. They fail to realize that the government cares for them so they go home
safely to their loved ones. There are many stories on how entitlement led us to
failure of having a heart full of gratitude. In this pandemic, I am reminded to
count on our blessings; to breathe freely without a ventilator is God’s gift.
May we get down on our knees: “Dear Lord, you are a most generous
Father and provider. May I see the goodness in my heart as your gift, and like
Mary, generously respond to your call in the rich harvest of your vineyard!
Amen.”
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